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February 28, 2019

The Story of the Bad Little Boy (1875) by Mark Twain

Alright Mark. You got me. Didn't expect this one. 

I've read very little Twain in my day (just Huckleberry Finn umpteen years ago, most of which I skipped over). I'm aware of his cynical, biting satirical streak mostly through reputation and internet quotes but was introduced to it for the first time here. I'm such a fan of turning convention on its head with bitter cynicism, so I loved this story.

Cleverly written with long, winding sentences, The Story of the Bad Little Boy reads like someone from 2019 being transported back to 1865 and asked to comment on the contemporary style of children's storytelling. Twain's irony continues to pile on until it reaches a level darkness that confounded me. The Story of the Bad Little Boy is like an outline of Anne of Green Gables written by George R.R. Martin.

I think we can be friends, Mark Twain. I think you get me.


⭐⭐⭐⭐

Cannibalism in the Cars (1868) by Mark Twain

 
"I felt inexpressibly relieved to know that I had only been listening to the harmless vagaries of a madman instead of the genuine experiences of a bloodthirsty cannibal."


Gosh darn it, Twain is brilliant. His satire and his sense of humor are timeless, but jeez, I had no idea he could get so dark. Either way, I love it. Cynicism, irony, and the bucking of convention are all my jam, and Twain seems to fit those tastes to a tee.

The only thing I can really complain about in this one was the way the politicking can drone on and become monotonous, but that's kind of the point, so it's just a minor niggle.

Well worth reading.


⭐⭐⭐⭐

The Ballad of Reading Gaol (1896) by Oscar Wilde

Smart, melancholy, and morbidly beautiful. Poetry seems to suit Oscar Wilde so much better than the medium of the novel, where he has to worry about things like voice and characterization. With poetry he can feature his strengths almost exclusively; namely, his ability to put drop-dead gorgeous words in an order that renders them suitably meaningful in absence of a lengthy plot.

Then again, as a poetry neophyte, I'd expect pretty much any competent poetry to look beautiful to my eye. And this certainly is that. I found The Ballad of Reading Gaol beautiful and heartbreaking and even more devastating considering Wilde's own person history. A must-read.


⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

February 27, 2019

Barn Burning (1983) by Haruki Murakami

WARNING: Lots of spoilers in this review! Turn back now if you haven't read Barn Burning yet!

I'm a fan of Murakami's work and this is his first piece of short fiction I've read, picked up when I had heard that it was adapted into a film by a South Korean filmmaker last year.

I had heard Murakami's novels were far better than his short stories so I wasn't expecting much and Barn Burning completely blew me away. Murakami skillfully sets the scene with interesting characters and disarms the reader with their interactions with one another. The story takes a darker turn from there and ends ambiguously.

I've had issues with some of Murakami's ambiguity in the past. 
I thought that it was not used particularly well in The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle—a book I really liked but was made frustrating by an overuse of oddity and ambiguity that came off as contrived and just-because. This is not the case with Barn Burning, which I found perfectly balanced in its use of ambiguity which heightens the story's impact and leaves a lasting impression on the reader.

NOTE: MASSIVE SPOILERS FOLLOW THE IMAGE BELOW! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!



My interpretation of the ambiguous ending: I find it overwhelmingly likely that our faux-pyromaniacal Trader murdered the girl.

  • He confesses to the lesser crime of serial arson (but still a shocking revelation if you're not aware the guy is actually a freaking serial killer) to the narrator, providing a hint, as serial killers are wont to do to feed their arrogance after having gotten away with their crimes so many times before. And, not expecting the narrator to go to such lengths to try and witness his act of arson, the killer inadvertently outs himself as having lied about the arson when clearly none has been committed. The "barn" he had planned to "burn" that he confessed was "very close" to the narrator was instead the woman in the story--their mutual friend, but the narrator's for longer--and probably he had been planning to kill her since had met her in Algiers.
  • The woman wants the narrator to meet her at the airport after returning from abroad with the trader. The narrator is puzzled by this, as seemingly he has been asked there for no reason. But clearly she wants a third party present because she is still a bit creeped out or uncomfortable around the trader and wants a more trusted friend present as a chaperone in case the trader gets weird back on home soil.
  • Eichmann's potential execution by suffocation is mentioned, perhaps hinting to us that the murderer smothers her or suffocates her in some other fashion.
  • She disappears without a trace, yet mail keeps arriving at her apartment afterwards so that the box is full when the narrator tries to visit her after her murder, signalling to us that she had not moved out in a normal manner and simply not told anyone. She had all but disappeared, informing nobody.
  • Before the woman's disappearance the narrator uses cannabis with the trader and notes that the trader looks "different": notably worn down, a bit disheveled, and with 2 days growth of beard. Presumably this is because he needs a "fix" (in this case, good ole murder) in regular intervals or his mental (and thus, physical) health deteriorates. And when the narrator stumbles upon him again several months after the woman disappears/is murdered, the trader is in the same slovenly condition because he must burn a barn kill every couple of months by his own admission. Further, his car outside the coffee shop exhibits this same fatigued, dirty visage as the trader just prior to killing the woman, and the trader himself is inside chugging multiple coffees, which would indicate he is not feeling at peak and needs to kill sometime soon.

This is a great short story and not at all what I expected from Murakami. I loved it and I can't wait to read more of his short fiction.


⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

The Communist Manifesto (1848) by Karl Marx and Friedrich Engels

My issue with this book isn't so much the ideas it presents but the way in which it presents them. It's very short and pretty readable even for the economically uneducated, but it exists in this form because it's a classist call-to-action to those not educated enough to see past its persuasiveness. And I despise that about it.

This book wasn't created to teach, it was created to galvanize. It's what people think the Bible and the Qu'ran and every other religious text are: The Manifesto is, more than anything, a call to commit aggressive violence. I can't say whether Marx wrote it to be self-serving or whether he truly believed it would benefit the human condition. Cynically, I prefer to believe the former. Either way, The Communist Manifesto, like Mein Kampf before it, is a book that's worth reading so you're better equipped to disarm its tactics and counter its ideas.



My final, petty revenge on The Communist Manifesto is purchasing this stupidly pretty Penguin Classics Deluxe Edition, clocking in at a scant 112 pages, for a whole $15, when I could have just downloaded it for free anywhere since it's in the public domain. I was free to determine that the value of this pretty paper copy of the book was worth the money, so I gave a bunch of bourgeois pigs some of my money I earned in exchange for selling my labor and The Communist Manifesto arrived on my doorstep two days later.

Ain't Capitalism grand?

February 26, 2019

The Celebrated Jumping Frog of Calaveras County (1865) by Mark Twain

Twain's use of contemporary local twang has always made his dialogue such a treat to read, and it jumps off the page in this short story, but his humor has always been very hit-or-miss with me and I didn't find this as humorous as some of his other work. It still retains a folksy charm, though, and is well worth reading even in the presence of Twain's other, more easily recognizable work.

⭐⭐⭐

February 25, 2019

A Wild Sheep Chase (1982) (The Rat, #3) by Haruki Murakami

I read A Wild Sheep Chase just after completing Hear the Wind Sing and Pinball, 1973 (the two notably rough entries with which Murakami began his writing career) and having previously read Norwegian Wood and The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle (my dual introductions to both melancholy, introspective, concrete Murakami and magical, weird, surrealist Murakami). I felt after completing these four works I was well-equipped to handle the rest of Murakami's work, and I'll be proceeding in order of publication from here on out.

With Sheep you can feel Murakami beginning to warm up to what would become his signature style. It's hard to compare it to his first two novels as the scope is so much vaster, but it's generally a more worthwhile work in my opinion, with bigger ideas that are more skillfully executed. Gone is the meandering, arbitrary cloud of a narrative that made up his first two novels, replaced by a more structured narrative focused on the oddball MacGuffin that is searching for a demonic, possessive Sheep. This plotline was so weird it was impossible for me to take seriously, which may have been the point. Luckily, this being my 5th Murakami novel, I've long since learned to stop trying to analyze where Murakami's taking me or how he's getting me there and begun to switch off my brain and allow him to do his thing.

This book felt like a rougher first pass of The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle. While it resolves much of its ambiguity in a far more satisfying way than that book (unsurprising considering Wind-Up Bird was subject to a damaging series of editing upon its translation that removed several key portions of the story), but its pace is not as tight as Bird's, and its diversions and its motifs are not nearly as compelling as those found in its descendant. Sheep starts very slowly and only get moving at a satisfying paced after about two-thirds of the way into it. Wind-Up Bird felt like it was cruising along the entire way and felt much lighter than its 600 pages, while Sheep feels every bit of its 350. I also felt his prose was rougher and that this book lacked some of the more quotable pieces of wisdom often present in Murakami's work, but perhaps that's just subjective. This is really all to be expected as Murakami was just beginning to find his style. That said, from all the praise I've heard for this novel (it's named in his Wikipedia page as one of his most noteworthy novels), I expected it to be a bit better. It certainly helped me to discover what The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle does so well, and it helped me learn just how much I actually enjoyed reading that book.




That's not to say that A Wild Sheep Chase is not worth reading. If you're a Murakami fan, you'll probably enjoy it. I liked it, even though it was uneven and lacked the polish that his later work features. Murakami has a tendency to run off on tangents, which, at face value, seem as if they'd disrupt the pace and devolve into boring exposition. For example, late in Sheep, Murakami spends a dozen pages describing, in detail, how a village in northern Hokkaido was settled. To summarize: Some dudes migrate as far north as possible to get away from paying debts they owe. They learn to farm with the help of a local Ainu (indigenous peoples of the island), they deal with adversity, start families, etc. It sounds like it'd be boring as all hell, but Murakami's talent as a masterful storyteller somehow allows him to spin such seemingly shoehorned tangent into a compelling piece of the whole. It's one of the things I love about him, and something stands out greatly as a strong feature of his work as a whole. A lot of folks will criticize Murakami's tendency to repeat the same calling cards in each novel (passive male protagonists, lost cats, ear fetishes, psychic women, cooking, jazz and classical music... Do I need to continue?), but these diversions into niche historical storytelling, along with his much more obscure, surreal metaphysical themes, are what make each Murakami novel a new enough experience for me to continue exploring his work. I may not always like how his protagonists lack agency, his characters lack depth, or how his plotting always seems too coincidental and convenient, but I can put up with that stuff to experience what I love about him--even in one of his rougher novels, like this one.

 I've got a trip to southeast Asia involving a couple of 17+ hour flights coming up next week, and I've loaded up on the audiobooks. I'll be listening to Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World over one of these flights, a novel I'm greatly looking forward to, as it is one of the few (including only Kafka on the Shore from his entire oeuvre) that seems to have garnered universal love from among the Murakami faithful.

I'm excited to be through Murakami's training-wheels phase and to start cracking into some of his most well-respected work.


⭐⭐⭐

February 21, 2019

Heart of Darkness (1899) by Joseph Conrad

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Less a novella than an essay ruminating upon the man-made hell that was Africa during the colonial era, Heart of Darkness suffers from a lack of readability due to both its framing device and Conrad's seeming dislike of paragraph breaks. Look, I've read some difficult stuff. I'm halfway through the King James Bible, I've read Shakespeare, some Joyce, etc. So although I'm not nearly as well-read as a lot of the more prominent reviewers on this website, I can still stick it out and complete (and enjoy my experience reading) a lot of more difficult literature. Rarely have I ever zoned out and skim, mind wandering, as much as I did in this book.

Conrad can certainly write, as portions of this book are quotable in their beauty, and his foreword in my Penguin Deluxe edition was stunningly well-worded, but it seems to fall apart in most of Heart of Darkness as Marlow, the narrator, drones on endlessly and tends to add details that stall the story more than add depth to the themes he's exploring. I couldn't shake the feeling that this should have been a short story rather than the novella it is. It manages to feel bloated despite its short length.


There are some important ideas discussed here: The evils of colonialism, for sure. And Conrad probably was one of the first to depict it as such. And, perhaps even more compelling since it's as timeless as anything worth writing about: The cruelty men exhibit to their fellow man when allowed to act maliciously without consequence, and the faux justification of such acts provided by faith in racism and misogyny that gave way to the Western pseudosciences of the 19th and 20th century such as eugenics and phrenology. But the process in which Conrad says what he wants to say made it a chore to access his thoughts on such themes and I had to constantly refocus my efforts to the extent that made this 89-page novella feel three times its length. In the end, I abandoned my read at around 50 pages and consulted a summary instead. For shame, I know.

It's extremely rare for me not to put in the effort to finish a piece of classic literature. So rare in fact that I've only ever done it once before, during my read of Paulo Coehlo's The Alchemist, which I despised. But I just can't do it. I'm sorry, I tried, and Conrad deserves it, but I've failed. I tried in audio form while I work, I tried sitting by the fire with music early in the morning when my brain was fresh, I tried in bed late at night when winding down. But I can't focus my brain enough to trudge through Conrad's bloated, uninteresting prose to get to the good stuff.

I hate calling media "important", but this is probably an important book. It's just too bad it's not more accessible than it is for the mouth-breathers like me. I'm receptive to what it has to teach but I've lost patience for the method in which it does it.


Sorry, Joseph.

February 18, 2019

Pinball, 1973 (1980) (The Rat, #2) by Haruki Murakami

Both this and Hear The Wind Sing (Murakami's first two novels, which he wrote while owning and operating a jazz club for a living) are nowhere near as poor as I felt I'd been led to believe. Hearing Murakami speak about them in interviews, you'd have thought they were both terrible. And this is not quite so in my opinion.

Pinball, 1973 dials down the Vonnegut-aping of its predecessor and seems a far more focused approach as well. Murakami was slowly finding his voice and made significant progress with this effort. The book is also far more beautiful than Murakami's first even though it feels like he isn't trying as hard and is just going with the flow more often. I found certain excerpts profound.

Murakami captures the feeling of being existentially lost exceptionally in the Rat's chapters and I really enjoyed them. I enjoyed those of the nameless protagonist substantially less, though Murakami's fluid, enjoyable prose kept me reading. The twins come off as a shameless example of wish fulfillment and I found them hokey, but I thought the protagonists interactions with his co-worker were quite charming and genuine and I found the minutiae of his translation job oddly compelling. The pinball portions were presented in an interesting manner, though I'm a layman with no prior interest in the game.

This is an enjoyable read but I still feel like Murakami doesn't quite tie things together enough to feel like a cohesive novel. Murakami meanders about in passages that are little more than glorified journal entries. So far my experience with Murakami has indicated that his books are often made up of superb quality parts that don't necessarily come together as well as they could. This book doesn't even attempt to. Readers criticize Murakami's contrived MacGuffins but at least they drive the narrative forward. His first two novels, though they touch on some intriguing ideas, seem to start nowhere and go nowhere.


That said, you can see when comparing this book and his first that his ideas, themes, and motifs, though small now, are building like a snowball rolling downhill and gradually taking on mass as they become bigger, more complex, more developed, and thus more compelling, as they are in future books. And not only do the vignettes get better, but the books feel more cohesive as well.

Pinball, 1973 is just okay. It's flawed, but still better than I expected.

⭐⭐

My read-through of Murakami's entire oeuvre continues with A Wild Sheep Chase next, and I'm really looking forward to Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World and Dance Dance Dance, both of which I've heard very good things about. (I've already read Norwegian Wood , my introduction to Murakami, which is why I'll be skipping that though it was published between Hard-Boiled and Dance)

NOTABLE HIGHLIGHTS

The Rat spent many tranquil afternoons settled in his rattan chair. When he began to drift off, he could feel time pass through his body like gently flowing water. As he sat, hours, days, weeks went by. Occasionally, ripples of emotion would lap against his heart as if to remind him of something. When that happened, he closed his eyes, clamped his heart shut, and waited for the emotions to recede. It was only a brief sensation, like the shadows that signal the coming of night. Once the ripple had passed, the quiet calm returned as if nothing untoward had ever taken place.
Then when dusk began to settle he would retrace his steps, back to his own world. And on the way home, a loneliness would always claim his heart. He could never quite get a grip on what it was. It just seemed that whatever lay waiting "out there" was all too vast, too overwhelming for him to possibly ever make a dent in.
When the sun went down, and touches of blue filtered into the fading afterglow, an orange lamp would light up in the knob of the bell and slowly begin to revolve. The beacon always pinpointed the onset of nightfall exactly. Against the most gorgeous sunsets or in dim drizzling mist, the beacon was ever true to its appointed moment: that precise instant in the alchemy of light and dark when darkness tipped the scales.

February 15, 2019

Wuthering Heights (1847) by Emily Brontë

WARNING: Lots of spoilers in this review! Turn back now if you haven't read Wuthering Heights yet!

Emily Brontë's mise-en-scene and character writing are absolutely brilliant. Reading this book feels like late Winter. It feels like chilled, frosted glass and quiet wind. Like looking at bare tree branches against an overcast sky. And I don't just think that's because I read the book in late winter. The settings of Wuthering Heights and Thrushcross Grange are cold and bleak. Snow regularly falls and otherwise healthy people get sick and die seemingly at random. There's a blight—perhaps a spiritual one—hanging over this patch of land, it seems, which remains as starkly beautiful year-round as it does cold and bereft of much joy.

Goodreads user Alex put this stunningly well in his own stellar review:
Wuthering Heights takes place in a dark, tiny, parallel place, like one of those rolled-up dimensions string theorists like to talk about. Whether the supernatural exists there is uncertain. The law doesn't, except abstractly. It's a more violent world than ours, more intense.
The characters of the story seem affected by the miasma of this place, both physically and spiritually. They get sick very easily. Most of the time, they recover. Sometimes they don't. Many of the characters die young of illness; something the Brontë family must have experienced even before the entire brood of siblings died themselves before ever reaching age 40.


The dreadful character of the place seems personified by Heathcliff. Having perused the reviews here prior to reading the book, I didn't expect a Romantic story, but I was fully aware of Heathcliff's popular reputation as a dark heartthrob. The frontpage of reviews contains multiple instances of the reviewer swooning over the love of Catherine and Heathcliff, and there are a bevy of Tumblr-esque stylized images featuring Heathcliff's strapping silhouette looking dreamily into the distance on a hill somewhere among the moors of Yorkshire, perhaps dreaming of his lost love Catherine. Behold his manly figure, furrowed brow and all! How pensive and still dedicated to his one true love! It's so totally romantic, especially that time he dug up her partially decomposed corpse and definitely did not have sex with it!

And I simply cannot understand this reputation or this celebration of him as a dark, tortured hunk. Heathcliff is not just an unlikable character. He is most definitely not an anti-hero and I would probably even disagree that he's a Byronic one. He quite noticeably has no redemptive arc because he's so obviously the villain of this story, and the most detestable character I've read since the first time I rekindled my interest in reading by picking up A Song of Ice and Fire after completing university ten years ago. I cannot fathom how anybody reading this book can see him as anything other than an evil, malevolent sociopath, hellbent on making life miserable for everyone around him solely because the goal of which seems to be all that's keeping him going. Heathcliff's so-called romantic feelings for Catherine are not a sign of his humanity or a small window to his inner tenderness; they are a malformed, grotesque malignancy spewed forth from within an abused little boy who so allowed his hatred and rage to fester they've polluted whatever empathetic humanity must have once been left of his soul. Heathcliff's love for Catherine consistently resembles more an unhinged obsession than well-wishing affection. Catherine chooses to reciprocate his affection (though never to the extent of Heathcliff's), famously quipping:

"I love him: and that, not because he’s handsome, Nelly, but because he’s more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same".
And I fail to find the romance within this quote, seeing instead the glaring narcissism of a woman who can only find it in herself to love this man because he so resembles her own qualities. Consider the course of action Heathcliff might have taken had Catherine not happened to reciprocate this attachment. My expectation would be something along the lines of Persephone and Hades, or perhaps Jeffrey Dahmer. "Stalker" would not even begin to describe a Heathcliff scorned.

The many revolting actions taken by Heathcliff can't really be cataloged simply because there are so many of them that regularly occur. There are the minor things, such as hanging a dog from a fencepost, and there are the major things, such as leaving his own son isolated in the cold garret until he literally dies. But nothing so repulsed me as his treatment of Hareton. His clear (and I believe this is stated outright by the character, though I failed to make a note of it during my read and cannot locate it now) goal is to create in Hareton another version of himself; a young man so abused his wrath consumes him and rends his potential to nothing but more wrath and violence. Heathcliff does this in order to feed his grudge and spite Hareton's father Hindley, who, being physically and mentally abusive, was the cause of so much of Heathcliff's own misery as a child; what essentially has made Heathcliff into the monster he has become. Heathcliff clearly states that he is able to see Hareton's vast potential as a kind, (initially) intelligent, and physically strong young boy and resolves to snuff it out, refusing to allow the boy to grow intellectually. He doesn't permit him to learn to read, become educated, or even learn a trade, instead reducing him to an illiterate farmhand who can barely speak and can do only unskilled manual labor. Cathy the Younger later comments that Hareton is not much more than a dog, as when he is not at work he merely stares into the fire seemingly without a thought in his head.

Heathcliff's treatment of Hareton was viscerally repulsive to me before I even consciously considered why it should be. After all, Heathcliff is no stranger to mistreating the other characters of this book. He constantly abuses them verbally, he physically assaults them and nearly murders both Hindley (by stabbing him and kicking his unconscious body) and Isabella (by throwing the knife at her and nearly cutting her throat as she flees Wuthering Heights). He abuses and kills animals. He is the indirect cause of the death of two characters (Hindley, by studiously exacerbating his drinking and gambling problems, and the aforementioned Linton, by isolating him to his room and refusing to send for a doctor when he becomes ill). So we've already been well acquainted and even somewhat desensitized to Heathcliff's heinous acts by the time his abuse of Hareton occurs. But this deliberate neglect of Hareton snuck into the backdoor and punished my spirit and made it quantifiably more difficult for me to read this book: I don't usually take 2 full weeks to read a ~300 page novel, but I needed regular breaks from it's bleakness.


I think what bothers me so much about Heathcliff's treatment of Hareton isn't just a spiteful act against his deceased father, it's the complete and deliberate snuffing out of a human being's potential. Hareton is a living abortion, a stunted, grotesque, shambling thing nobody wants and everybody hates. Heathcliff aborts his potential to affect the world as a human being, preferring to render the endless potential of our race into a living death. He destroys the best of us for nearly no practical reason; only to dishonor the memory of a long dead man who Heathcliff has already taken everything from. Heathcliff gains no real significant satisfaction from this that I can see. He executes such a heinous crime because—hey, why not? Another way to put a black mark on Hindley. It's not even the icing on the cake, it's a sprinkle. And that makes such a crime even worse.

Hareton knows he is being intellectually and spiritually stunted; made into a brute who lacks even basic humanity. But perhaps he lacks the intellectual wherewithall to fully grasp the crime being committed against him. It's the complete removal of all that he could possibly be, the crushing of his spirit and the denial of the means with which he could attain a fruitful life. He exists from day-to-day as a specter, an empty husk with no purpose, a sad bastardization of what life represents. His life is meaningless and the tools with which he could find a meaning for it are ripped away from him by force. It would be better just to kill him outright, for in this way he is a trophy in Heathcliff's house, a rotting signpost of Heathcliff's victory over his father and a living, breathing insult to him.

The wrath and revenge of wronged individuals spread throughout the characters of this story like a plague. Heathcliff, the blast radius of the bomb set off by Hindley's abuse, destroys the lives of everyone around him in the most despicable ways possible. And his victims, in their misery, project their vitriol outwardly to others in a cycle of pain, misery, and violence. It's particularly poetic, then, that the character of Hareton turns out to be everything that Heathcliff is not. He is perhaps the most undeservedly abused character in the entire novel (his abuse begins as an infant, when, neglected by his drunken father, he is dropped from a staircase and barely saved from death or crippling injury by Nelly), and he is also the one who shows the most restraint. He proves to the reader and to Heathcliff himself that it is not, in fact, inevitable that any human being as mistreated as Heathcliff would turn out so malevolent. And after 300 pages of misery, of directed violence, hatred, and wrath, Emily Brontë gives us our ray of hope in Pandora's box of horrors. In Hareton she tells us that we have it in us to be more than the sum of our experiences, that we can choose to be good, or at least to strive to be better.


Cathy the Younger is the catalyst to Hareton's salvation. She creates in him the motivation to be better. He picks up books for the first time and painstakingly attempts to teach himself to read, a single letter at a time. Cathy, in her bitterness at Heathcliff's victory and during her miserable isolation at Wuthering Heights, scoffs at Hareton's attempts to read, thereby grievously insulting him where he is most sensitive, and still he refuses to strike out at her verbally or physically when such a reaction has for decades been the norm for every character in this story. Each time this occurs, Nelly comments on Hareton's posture, implying that he's coiled like a viper prepared to strike. His clenched fist, tensed posture, grimace, or raised hand. His initial reaction is the same as Heathcliff's or Hindley's would have been: to physically or emotionally harm his attacker. And yet he restrains himself with great effort and never once does so in the entire story. These are the times in the story when he stands at the threshold to violence and savagery Heathcliff has long since crossed, where the opportunity is there for Hareton to give in to hatred and anger and take his vengeance. As a physically imposing individual he has the power to do so. And he refuses them each time. He is tested, but instead of abusing others, his emotions vent themselves harmlessly in a verbal curse, or an aggressive act against an inanimate object (such as throwing the books into the fire in an expression of his frustration). He's not necessarily kind, but in refusing to take part in the violence, he inadvertently halts the cycle of abuse and revenge at the core of this book.

In doing so, he saves Cathy as well as himself from this cycle: She is already descending into spitefulness and bitterness herself, and she is moved by Hareton's efforts and together they begin to weather the stream of hatred and abuse heaped on them by Heathcliff. It's telling, then, that once this cycle is broken, its progenitor, Heathcliff, is confronted with their lack of malice, and is sapped of his energy seemingly by an apparition, hurries to his demise as he quits eating, wanders the wilderness in the wet and cold, and basically lays down and dies after several days of lacking further will to live. The vengeance propelling him forward for all these years has disappeared, its flame snuffed out by Catherine and Hareton's actions, leaving him without the fuel to continue on his path of destruction. Replacing this is newly budded love between Hareton and Cathy—a love that feels warm, genuine, and organic—which one can assume will now procreate and begin to permeate this setting in the same way Heathcliff's hatred has.

So after nearly an entire story filled to the brim with abuse, hatred, anger, and an unfiltered bleakness streaming off the page and into your brain, Emily Brontë sets us up for this cathartic, hopeful ending that makes the entire journey worthwhile. It's superbly effective, brilliantly executed, and extremely satisfying.

When taking the time to consider the story and write this review what really stands out to me is that despite my hatred of Heathcliff, I never once felt like I couldn't understand why he felt the way he did. While I couldn't relate with his unrepentant cruelty in seeking unending, unsatisfied vengeance, I never felt that I couldn't see why he was pushed that far to begin with. He's warped from very early on in his childhood, experiencing terrible abuse at the hands of Hindley. Such an upbringing couldn't leave someone undamaged, and we're unaware of what horrors could have befallen him before his adoption, when he was wandering the streets as an orphaned child. And therein lies the talent of Emily Brontë in writing these characters. The core arc of Heathcliff's abusive upbringing giving way to his continuation of the cycle in abusing others, and culminating in the breaking of that cycle by the refusal of perhaps the most abused individual in the entire story to damage others in turn is an example of an unbreakable display of empathy and an infallible kindness in the face of focused malevolence. It's brilliant and perfectly executed, and it's accomplished without any of these characters feeling contrived to push the plot.

Ironically given the reputation of the "romance" between Catherine and Heathcliff, one thing that isn't given proper motivation—or even basic detail—is the justification for Heathcliff's love for Catherine. We get Catherine's description of her love for Heathcliff as basically being love for herself ("how can I live without my own soul?" she says, in reference to Heathcliff), which, although narcissistic, is at least a proper motivation that allows us to better know her character. Heathcliff's desire for Catherine gets nothing of the sort, rendering it more a base obsession to us than anything else. What, in all their time spent together as youths, drew him to her? We're never told by him, and considering his negative aura I'm as apt to believe it originated not from pure, altruistic love, but from more nefarious origins. Perhaps Catherine's specter has grown in his head and morphed into something different than what it was when she was alive. Perhaps he once saw her as his means of entering properly into the family that adopted him, and, robbed of that course of action, sought to destroy the family instead.

It's possible the absence of a concrete root for Heathcliff's love for Catherine is intentional, and Brontë wants us to question whether he's simply obsessed with her and using his loss of her as a justification for all his horrid acts rather than honestly in love with her. Either way, the ambiguity worked greatly for me and added depth to the story rather than detracted from its genuineness, though such a lack of substance leaves me unable to understand the great admiration for Heathcliff by fans of this work. Is it really so attractive to be mindlessly, harmfully obsessed with a person? Is it even admirable? Because that's all Heathcliff is: bare obsession without any logical guidance or reason. Anything else is a projection made by the reader. It's like asking your significant other why they love you, and them not being able to come up with a valid a reason for it, yet you're sure they'd run through a fire for you. Something is missing there, and I'm not willing to give such a malicious character as Healthcliff the benefit of the doubt. I wonder why others do.

This is such a phenomenal book that I can't really criticize it beyond nitpicking Joseph's nearly unreadable dialect (it reads as if it were an American trying to imitate a Yorkshire accent aloud) or the book's framing devices and character naming conventions making the story difficult to follow. Otherwise I loved the bleak, cold atmosphere that oozes from Wuthering Heights. Its characters are so well-written they seem like real human beings interacting with one another. Whenever I couldn't immediately empathize with a character, I found that I could soon learn to by recalling their personal history.

It's amusing that Emily Brontë, a delicate woman with a contemporary reputation for being extremely soft-spoken and gentle, and a lover of animals and nature, was able to find it in herself to write about such a relentlessly dark, life-destroying place populated by such horrible people. I suppose we all have our dark side, it's just unfortunate that all of us aren't capable of channeling it into a masterpiece of character-driven literary drama that takes place in one of the most memorable settings I've ever read.

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

NOTABLE HIGHLIGHTS

“I love him: and that, not because he’s handsome, Nelly, but because he’s more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same;”
“Your cold blood cannot be worked into a fever: your veins are full of ice-water; but mine are boiling, and the sight of such chillness makes them dance.”
Next morning—bright and cheerful out of doors—stole softened in through the blinds of the silent room, and suffused the couch and its occupant with a mellow, tender glow. Edgar Linton had his head laid on the pillow, and his eyes shut. His young and fair features were almost as deathlike as those of the form beside him, and almost as fixed: but his was the hush of exhausted anguish, and hers of perfect peace.
The little wretch had done her utmost to hurt her cousin’s sensitive though uncultivated feelings, and a physical argument was the only mode he had of balancing the account, and repaying its effects on the inflictor. He afterwards gathered the books and hurled them on the fire. I read in his countenance what anguish it was to offer that sacrifice to spleen. I fancied that as they consumed, he recalled the pleasure they had already imparted, and the triumph and ever-increasing pleasure he had anticipated from them; and I fancied I guessed the incitement to his secret studies also. He had been content with daily labour and rough animal enjoyments, till Catherine crossed his path. Shame at her scorn, and hope of her approval, were his first prompters to higher pursuits; and instead of guarding him from one and winning him to the other, his endeavours to raise himself had produced just the contrary result.
The two new friends established themselves in the house during his absence; where I heard Hareton sternly check his cousin, on her offering a revelation of her father-in-law’s conduct to his father. He said he wouldn’t suffer a word to be uttered in his disparagement: if he were the devil, it didn’t signify; he would stand by him; and he’d rather she would abuse himself, as she used to, than begin on Mr. Heathcliff.
“I lingered round them, under that benign sky: watched the moths fluttering among the heath and harebells, listened to the soft wind breathing through the grass, and wondered how any one could ever imagine unquiet slumbers for the sleepers in that quiet earth.”

February 8, 2019

Hear the Wind Sing (1979) (The Rat, #1) by Haruki Murakami

I really like Murakami. There's something about the way he writes and tells stories that really clicks with me. I've read two of his novels already (Norwegian Wood and The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle; loved the former and liked the latter) and both flew by very quickly. I enjoyed them enough that I made it a point to read more Murakami, so I decided to start with Hear the Wind Sing—his very first novel—and make my way forward chronologically from there.

I've read quite a bit of internet discussion on Murakami and the general consensus is that he tends to burn you out after you've read just a few of his books since he reuses so many of the same themes and tropes. I started to worry that maybe I was making a mistake picking this up, like I was 'wasting' my 2-3 Murakami books I'd get to enjoy before I got tired of him and wouldn't be able to enjoy later favorites of his such as Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World, Sputnik Sweetheart, or Kafka on the Shore—all of which I've heard much praise for and am looking forward to laying into.

I'm happy to say that wasn't the case. I expected a really rough book with Wind, as reception isn't nearly as positive as his later work, and Murakami himself has stated that he's not happy with the book and considers it relatively poor when compared to his post-Sheep work. I ended up liking it more than I expected. I was surprised how developed Murakami's prose already was. I had expected much rougher, but it reads similarly to the later novels that clicked so well with me.

His narrative and characters are very bare, though. It starts strongly when the narrator has an awkward first encounter with a nine fingered girl in which we are placed in media res which immediately grabbed me, but fails to evolve from there and becomes more and more scattered as the novel continues. The characters lack depth, the themes present are weakly explored, and Murakami is prone to stylistic tangents such as odd radio host monologues that don't seem to have much to do with anything, or the portions in which the narrator describes a zany fictional science fiction writer he enjoys (someone had been reading Slaughterhouse-Five around 1979). You can tell Murakami had trouble finding something at the core of this story to write about; something to pull all of these disparate portions of the narrative together. But I suppose that comes with the territory of a first novel by an untrained writer.

I don't regret reading this, but I am looking forward to making my way onward to later novels. It's worth a pick-up for Murakami fans looking to do a full read of his entire body of work like I am, but it's a decidedly poor place to start for the uninitiated.

⭐⭐

February 2, 2019

The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle (1994) by Haruki Murakami

WARNING: Lots of spoilers in this review! Turn back now if you haven't read The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle yet!



Boy, Murakami is a hell of a storyteller. There were portions of this book that I just could not put down. An event with the veterinarian and the men in baseball uniforms towards the end of the book, in particular, had me slicing through lines with my eyes like an inkjet printer. At the conclusion of that chapter I found my mouth gaping wide open and my lips all dried out. Murakami is that good.

I want to put a warning up-front here: I really liked this book. It's one of the best I've read this year. 
But this review is going to skew negative. This is precisely because I enjoy the book so much—The good parts are so good that the parts that feel uneven stand out all the more. So, despite reading my coming criticism, please keep in mind that I did still really enjoy this read.

So although the storytelling packs a wallop on the smaller scale, the overarching narrative of The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle ended up feeling so disjointed it hampered my enjoyment a bit. I know that sounds contradictory, and that really encompasses a lot of how I feel about this book. I love it, a lot. But I also really dislike portions of it. I can't shake the feeling that many of these episodes would have been better as a mix of short stories and novellas considering the effort it must have taken to tie them together in one 600+ page cohesive narrative. Because so much of it does not feel cohesive. The thread tying all of these branches to the trunk was so thin at times that I didn't really grasp where it was at all. At a certain point I was burning to read through a plot synopsis, absolutely aching to spoil the book for myself. This desire came not from how good the narrative was and how badly I wanted to know the conclusion, nor how hooked I was on Murakami's characters, but because I wanted some assurance that all of this was going to pay off somehow, that Murakami wasn't just making things weird to have them be weird. A lot of it does, and I wasn't disappointed by the story, but neither can I say I felt completely satisfied at its conclusion. Of course, I think that was the goal; this was never meant to be concluded in a neat and satisfying manner.

And that's fine, usually. A good story doesn't have to tie everything together into a nice, pretty bow at the end to be a good story. And this is a weird book. It's pretty out there. I know that's Murakami's thing and that's why people like them, but writing a really weird piece of surrealist fiction is a tightrope act. It's difficult because you can't throw so much odd shit into the narrative that it feels like the odd shit is starting to exist because the writer is thinking to himself "I want this to be a weird book, and here is a weird idea I have. Now where can I shove this in?". And that's the problem I have with The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle. There's a lot of crap in this book that seems to have no logical reason for existing beyond "Murakami thought up this weird thing and jammed it awkwardly, without reason, into his book".


The weak plotting and characters compound the problem. Welcome to The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle: or, Every Goddamn Character Is A PsychicName every character in this book that doesn't have some kind of supernatural power or affinity. Mamiya perhaps fits the bill, aside from when you consider the psychic experience he had in the well, or the fact that he cannot die when he's on the continent. And maybe Kumiko, but we're led to believe there's something special about her, hence her brother's interest in her. So the only one that really comes to mind is the protagonist's uncle, who appears for a grand total of like 5 pages. Everyone else in this book is a psychic, has some small modicum of clairvoyance, or is magical in some way. Even the goddamn cat has a magic tail. The issue this creates if that for the vast majority of this story is one of these psychics/magic folks--Honda, or Malta, or Creta, or Nutmeg--is telling our protagonist via their magically begotten knowledge to go somewhere or do something, and the protagonist following their words like an obedient dog to move the plot along. It all felt contrived. "Find the cat", "Go down the deepest well", "go people watching", "take all this money and let people lick your face for psychic healing". For the vast majority of this story the protagonist has zero agency whatsoever. He is just following what everyone else in the story tells him. His wife is even missing, and supposedly he's desperate to find her, but he spends three straight days meditating in a well, or he spends more than a week sitting on a bench in Shinjuku doing nothing but people watching simply because, each time, he was told to do so by Honda and by his uncle. It makes no sense. I was yelling my head at him to get off his ass and do something, and was frustrated even further when these seemingly nonsensical choices worked at perfectly for him.

This nonsense continues until the final fifth of the book, in which he begins making bold, dangerous decisions (buying the haunted/cursed/whatever vacant property, hacking in to Cinnamon's computer to send messages, remaining in the "other" world when told to leave because it's dangerous, following the waiter instead of entering room 208, etc) that don't seem to have any logical foundation. It was such a frustrating experience partway through, thinking "this guy doesn't do anything by himself. He's an empty vessel", only to have him prove me wrong by doing a bunch of weird shit for no apparent reason and have it work out. At best, I couldn't take him seriously as a character. I had zero reason to root for him and instead viewed him as a pair of glasses with which I was experiencing the main narrative. At worst, he pissed me off by doing seemingly dumb stuff which worked out in the end, because--Of course! He had some psychic reasoning for doing so to which we, the reader, are not privy for some reason. Murakami is better than this, of course: He shows it in this very book with the strength of the Mamiya and the Nutmeg & Cinnamon chapters, which, though extremely compelling and well written, feel more like optional, disjointed backstory that is unnecessary to the main narrative of Okada's search for his missing wife. It's the best stuff in the entire book and it's only tangentially related to what is supposed to be the main narrative.




I can hear the criticism already, so I feel like I have to make this clear up-front: I don't believe you have to spoonfeed the reader everything, or that 100% of your story has to make sense. A little mystery and ambiguity gives the story legs and lets the reader chew it over in their brain for a while after completing it. It sticks with the reader and provides some lasting impact. But too often I felt Murakami pushed a little too far with the nonsensical weirdness. There were certain scenes that begged for an explanation, that I felt were even rendered cheesy or contrived when left without explanation. As I grew more familiar with this story there were scenes I read that I could immediately tell were never going to be touched again, and it completely removed any intended impact from me: "Alright, so this is just weird to be weird, then". For example: Why the hell does the protagonist ejaculate when "healing" these people, or whatever? There's zero purpose for it, it just happens because it's weird and will make people feel weird when they read it. Why do the people that are "healed" have to tongue kiss the facial mark? What the hell ever happened to Malta and Creta, who just abruptly dropped out of the narrative partway through, and what the hell happened to the dude who climbed the tree and disappear? Who is the faceless man? Why was Nutmeg's husband dismembered? These questions are just a few of the questions I have off the top of my head that I felt required more fleshing out for a proper climactic pay-off. Instead, they're just instances of annoyance that I try not to think about because they ruin my enjoyment of an otherwise intriguing story. That's not to say all the weirdness in this detracts from the story, there are quite a few examples of proper weirdness that I felt was either justified, or logical enough that they added to the story: the episode surrounding the reason for Cinnamon's muteness and how it was relayed was masterful and eerie, Creta's psychic prostitution posed some really interesting questions, the way in which Noboru Wataya is described early in the book is so strange and compelling and I love the idea of he and the protagonist existing as polar opposites of one another, Lieutenant Mamiya's experience in the well in Mongolia was perfectly written and just as weird as you'd expect for an injured, dehydrated man on the verge of death, both brief episodes in which the singer appears strike a perfect balance of utter oddness while also providing some badly needed character development for the protagonist (holy crap, look at this! He does have emotions after all! He gets sad! He gets angry!).

So it's not all weird just to be weird. A lot of the weirdness is justified and added to my enjoyment of the story. This unevenness made me think that perhaps I missed a lot and there were reasons for this ham-fisted weirdness that made them fit better into the story that I just didn't catch. I took to Google after finishing the book and it turns out: Nope, people are just as puzzled as I am. Entire forum threads and Reddit discussions exist based on speculation for the reasons for this weirdness, and the answers inevitably begin to proceed down the "it's allegory/symbolism" avenue. To me, that's stretching the value of having this weirdness to begin with. To you, it may be different. That's for you to judge.


⭐⭐⭐⭐